Over 10 years ago when I was out of my long term marriage, drinking myself to oblivion, trying to cope with a mortgage, bills, working 13 hour days on 2 jobs, trying to bring up2 teenagers, feeling exhausted from an over analysing monkey mind, feeling mega guilt and shame for all of the dishonest wrong decisions I had made and I remember thinking to myself….
Why the heck am I here??
What is this life I’m in all about?
This was the ultimate big question that I had never ever asked myself before because I was just getting on with my miserable life.
I remember laying on the grass in my garden on a warm sunny day, looking up at the fluffy white clouds feeling real sorry for myself and I literally asked out loud.
What is the meaning of all of this, what do I do to get out of it?
Stop the world, I want to get off!!!
I’m not sure if my neighbours heard me? Oh well haha,
Not long after I had shouted out that question, it seemed that strange things started to happen.
A few days later my lovely sister who emigrated, to Australia sent me a package, she posted me a DVD called “the Secret”
I watched this documentary whilst lying in bed with a glass of wine.
I remember feeling deep overwhelming emotions as it came to an end,
OMG!!!!!!!
I was really upset because I thought “ if that was real and that’s how the world or the universe works, then I have totally just messed my life up by how I was thinking, feeling, speaking and acting”!!!.
I didn’t want to believe it!
I didn’t at first.
I had to watch it several times over.
I contacted my sister who explained more to me.
That was it!!!!…
That was the start of my fascination with the Universe, the planet, the mind, the mindset, positive thinking, the universal laws of attraction, and changing my miserable self.
The journey of learning will never end.
Have you ever asked these questions to yourself? Do you know why you ultimately exist? do you know Your purpose? What you are supposed to be doing?, if you just don’t feel right, or don’t feel happy in your world?
The answers are within you, you need to ask, the universe is vast and all-knowing, and yes, it sounds weird but it's in you. I know, it took me a long long time of studying and experience to realise all of this, it's in my belief system, I am the creator of my world, and so are you, we all are.
It just took a shift in my thinking, with deliberate daily actions.
You can do this, we all can.
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I love you, keep shining your light.
The world needs peace and love x
Kim xx
Author, Positive Speaker, Mentor, Artist, Light worker x
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